Be kind to Allah
Hiiii, whoever you are, never think badly of Allah. I know you're overthinking, but isn't like that. Please try to have husnudzon (goodwill) first towards Allah once in a while, even though it's a bit difficult, but be sure that you will get the best from Allah. Allah will never disappoint His servants, believe me, whatever you ask for, Allah will give you . But remember, not everything you ask for is good for you. So, the point is that Allah only wants to give the best for His servants. When I want something, I always remember this one word of Allah "It may be that you dislike something, though it is good for you, and it may be that you like something, though it is bad for you. Allah knows, while you do not know". (QS, Al-Baqarah: 216). Whatever your prayer is, your desire, just ask Allah first, never be insecure first, Allah is actually happy if there are His servants who often ask for something. But if it is not granted, don't be angry, just think that yo...
